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Update on College and Mental State

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 3, 2014, 10:49 AM
Okay, last journal, I was stressed to the point of wanting to off myself. If you noticed that I was dead silent everywhere, it was because this past week, I was at a crisis center and had no access to electronics (including my iPod and cell phone!) and had time to think. The doctor made it quite clear that she wished she could keep me there longer than a week because of my suicide attempt and asked me to consider an idea that I dreaded thinking about:

Medical withdrawal.

For those not in the know, medical withdrawals are pretty much what they sound like: Leaving school for medical reasons, perhaps cancer or in my case, severe depression. Catch is, you have to withdraw from all classes to keep from utterly fucking up your transcript or your grades.

Considering all the hard work I put in to get back to college, leaving it after a month was... not an easy decision. But the fact was, being suicidal after a month of college wasn't a good sign.

Long story short, I agreed and Monday, I have an appointment to start the withdrawal process and Tuesday, I'm going home. And for those who read the journals about my mother, well... let's just say she's become the woman I based Arriya on and not the woman I based Zel on.

TL;DR: College is too hard, leaving before I actually succeed in killing myself.

  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: Monsters-Matchbook Romance
  • Playing: Tomodachi Life, smartphone games
  • Eating: Lunch
  • Drinking: Water

Because I am bored, any questions you want to ask me? 

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2 deviants said Ye gods, this will come back to bite me in the ass.
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1 deviant said No philosopical questions, please.
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1 deviant said Bri's answer (so she can see the results)

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What can I say about myself? I'm a crazy (thanks to genetics), fun-loving writer who wants to learn more about the world around me and wants to learn how to draw.

I'm usually very polite, even online, but I have my limits. Respect me; I respect you back.
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Destroy all traces of a certain someone out of my life (in progress; will never be completed) Never mind. Let's... start the healing process.

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TwistedKunoichi:icontwistedkunoichi:
Looking good, Sliver! You missed Part 3 of "DJaTA".
Tue Sep 2, 2014, 10:38 PM
SliverEmperor:iconsliveremperor:
Ey, Bri! What do you think of the new and improved versions of our collabs?
Tue Sep 2, 2014, 4:32 PM
ChaosWarriorKosaru:iconchaoswarriorkosaru:
Hoopla! (bricked)
Mon Aug 4, 2014, 7:48 PM
SliverEmperor:iconsliveremperor:
Oww...there was nothing in the pool yet, you loon!
Thu Jul 17, 2014, 10:41 PM
TwistedKunoichi:icontwistedkunoichi:
*pushes Sliver in*
Sat Jul 12, 2014, 7:56 PM
SliverEmperor:iconsliveremperor:
*spawns pool*
Wed Jul 9, 2014, 9:13 PM
TwistedKunoichi:icontwistedkunoichi:
...Brian, I have nothing for you to swan-dive into.
Sun Apr 27, 2014, 9:56 AM
TheSpiderManager:iconthespidermanager:
Swan-Dive!
Sun Apr 27, 2014, 1:09 AM
SliverEmperor:iconsliveremperor:
Happy Birthday, Bri! (Good lord, I can still see last year's birthday wishes here.)
Wed Apr 10, 2013, 6:43 PM
TwistedKunoichi:icontwistedkunoichi:
Flandre and Utsuho in my shoutbox... My chances of survival are nonexistent at this point.
Tue Nov 13, 2012, 12:43 PM
GrumpyTouhoutard:icongrumpytouhoutard:
I still love your icon
Thu Nov 8, 2012, 3:02 PM
flandre495:iconflandre495:
Urameshiya!!
Thu Oct 18, 2012, 11:17 PM
GrumpyTouhoutard:icongrumpytouhoutard:
I am still in love with your icon.
Tue Oct 2, 2012, 6:26 PM
SliverEmperor:iconsliveremperor:
Happy birthday, Bri! Hope it's good to you!
Tue Apr 10, 2012, 11:07 AM
SliverEmperor:iconsliveremperor:
CAAAAAAAAAAAAATS! This is THEIR work, we can smell it!
Sun Apr 1, 2012, 9:00 AM
SliverEmperor:iconsliveremperor:
...Negative.
Fri Mar 16, 2012, 7:19 AM
TwistedKunoichi:icontwistedkunoichi:
Hello, are you trying to be Wheatley, Sliver?
Thu Mar 15, 2012, 5:16 PM
SliverEmperor:iconsliveremperor:
Err...false. I'm going to go with false.
Tue Mar 13, 2012, 7:34 PM
TwistedKunoichi:icontwistedkunoichi:
Sliver? Or is it someone else who's managed to take over your page?
Sun Mar 11, 2012, 6:30 PM
SliverEmperor:iconsliveremperor:
............W.......................0................................0...........(.......................|
Sat Mar 10, 2012, 6:59 PM
Nobody

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SliverEmperor Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014
Random question...what's your favorite color between red, black, green, blue, yellow, white, purple, and brown?
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TwistedKunoichi Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014
...Really.

Red or black.
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SliverEmperor Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2014
Thought so. But never hurts to check.
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TheSpiderManager Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014   Artist
I made this just fer you! thespidermanager.deviantart.co…
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LittlewriterLink Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for the Watch! It means so much to me and I hope we can become great friends in the near future! :squee:
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TwistedKunoichi Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014
No problem. But I have to ask...

Is Alex still blowing up all the things in Terraria?
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LittlewriterLink Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Not at the moment, he doesn't dare have explosives on his hot-bar as of late; our current base is to nice.
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TheSpiderManager Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014   Artist
Once again, dreadfully sorry for all the ling moments I had to make you wait ^^; consider this my Late B-Day gift to you =3 thespidermanager.deviantart.co…
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TheSpiderManager Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014   Artist
Happy Birthday!!! You are one year older! One Year Wiser! One Year Cooler! And One Year Cuter!...uhh...that's all I got!
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014
Happy birthday! :D
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birthdays Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's April 10th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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This birthday greeting was brought to you by: KoudelkaW
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Agent-Eli Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday!
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Nushaa Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014
Happy Birthday! :happy birthday:
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SliverEmperor Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014
Happy Birthday!

...In case you couldn't tell, I decided to change things up and post my annual birthday wishes on your comment box instead of your shoutbox. Mainly because I can still see last year's birthday wishes...and the year before it.

Also, your webcam is creepy as heck. Niiiiice.
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TwistedKunoichi Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014
...I wish I had more people posting in my shoutbox.

Also, I've had that as my webcam for so long that it is ridiculous.

But thanks~
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SliverEmperor Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014
As always, you're welcome!

And as your present, I finally decided to give you and Brian a peek at some of my..."special" projects on Google Drive. It's far from a complete list, but it's got some of my favorites.
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TwistedKunoichi Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014
...I think I have another reason to be legitimately terrified of you.

Your creations.
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TheSpiderManager Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014   Artist
.....did you say...Special projects?! OWO color me interested!
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TheSpiderManager Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2014   Artist
:iconseanthebeaverisdead: was the catalyst of that jourmal-.- seems someone didn't get the memo that April Fools ended 6 Days ago
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J-B-Hickock Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Professional Writer
Thanks for watching me.
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sacul097 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave
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AngelicDirt Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
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TwistedKunoichi Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2014
:iconkittenplz: Thanks for the watch!
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AngelicDirt Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
You're very welcome. :3
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